Am I a poet?

I noticed something about myself that was quite weird but somehow it was interesting. I love music especially when it's Indie but there was one night when I was doodling my diary and I end up writing a poem. I never thought that I could write one and... yeah.... I like it like how I like Indie. I was always lame in writing words. I really mean it when I said lame. Well, I do not know what will you think of this but perhaps it has something special between the lines:

Best Friend

A half decade pass on,
You are sitting here beside me,
The silence felt like talking.

Our memories are well plotted,
There is something between us that stands,
Friendship that we keep,
Together we tied it in our hearts.

Sorrows and excitements in our life,
Together we share and suffer.

Though my heart you perish,
and you turned it into crumbs,
Shall I always cherish you as my best friend.

Was written on 26.04.09. By, Me.


Haha! I took this picture from flickr.com. I hope they won't mind. Spongebob and Patrick are always the best role-model for the "bestest" best friends.

I'm new in this...

According to the Wikipedia that i checked out, this was what i found:

Indie rock is a genre of alternative rock that primarily exists in the independent underground music scene. Indie rock musicians are typically unsigned, or have signed to independent record labels, rather than major record labels. Genres or subgenres often associated with indie rock include lo-fi, post-rock, sadcore, C86, and math rock, to list but a few; other related (and sometimes overlapping) categories include shoegazing and indie pop. Indie rock artists place a premium on maintaining complete control of their music and careers, releasing albums on independent record labels (sometimes their own) and relying on touring, word-of-mouth, and airplay on independent or college radio stations for promotion. Some end up moving to major labels, often on favorable terms won by their prior independent success.






Well, I'm kinda new in this Indie thing. But i do not know why I like it so much. It's just so relaxing. The rhythm and melody just blend in me. I always feel right singing Indie. Even the chords I'm trying on the guitar were not that hard. They were simple and I like it that way.

Hmm...

Weird... It's weird that I don't really know who I am. It's weird when people ask me questions like "What's your favorite color?" and I'll answer them black or maybe red. and when another person asking me the same question I'll tell them that my favorite color is blue. or maybe purple. This complications of knowing and discovering the real me is making me sick. I want my own identity. Where's me? I know I'm someone but i keep changing ME. When I met or saw someone who I think is prettier or nicer or smarter than me, I'll change ME. and that is why my friends are puzzled with my abnormal behavior at school. I keep changing my way of talking, dressing, hair-style and studying. But now he and HE changed me. I know who I am now. and now I'm so sure that my favorite color is not "black or red or blue or maybe purple" but it is "black, red, blue and purple".